[23] Утрата

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Утрата приходит внезапно и бьёт без пощады на век
Утрата способна разрушить, сложившийся времени бег
Понять её не возможно, она пуста и горька
Утрата безумия дочка, рождённая тьмою строка
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Строка эта черная бездна, пучина вопросов стена
Строка в чей-то песни не спетой, она по дефолту нема
Строка об утрате безумна, она говорит лишь прости
Что толку от этого боже? Теперь эту ношу нести
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До самого дня расставанья, когда твоя жизнь подойдёт…
И кто-то утратит твоё ожиданье, и больше к тебе не придёт
Как больно и горько, кричать иль молчать
Все это без толку, утраты печать
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Стоит на твоём отраженье, подарок судьбы для тебя
Прими его если сможешь, или беги от себя
Это твоё пораженье, признай его тяжести вес
Иначе оно без пощады, раздавит твой призрачный перст
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Что ты осмелев решил бросить, свирепой подруге во тьме
Которая призрачно ходит, по каждой ранимой судьбе
Это конец? Все напрасно.Ты можешь решить для себя
Я видел так многие тонут, отчаянно мертвых любя
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Любя лишь себя в этом мире, они не способны понять
Что боль от утраты, лишь время, дарованное осознать
Что есть не разгаданных тайна
Вопросов сего бытия и воля на то не твоя
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Стена их настолько велика, на сколько ты можешь постичь
Утраты момент отчужденья, от боли кричащий навзничь
Боль эту яростно бросил, тебе сам закона устав
Как камень о голову бьющий, все на себе разорвав
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Как осознать и утешить, то сердце, что дал мне на век
Как можно так ранить небрежно, ведь я же простой человек.
Я видел безумия пропасть, как люди горят без следа
Узнав об утрате в мгновенье, кончается воля их — да
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Они пропадают и тонут, вбирают потерь новизну
Окрашиваясь в седину
Это знакомство со смертью, расплата за чью-то печаль
Какая же в этом мораль?
10——
Время покажет. Живые увидят.
Поймут единицы.
История движет станицы
Книги… длинной в бесконечность.
Листаются целую вечность.
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Так будет всегда и везде
В рутинной своей череде
Твоими слезами омыты трактаты
Безумия боли утраты.
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Вера твой новый закон, утешенье на век
Ведь ты же простой человек
Который не в силах признать боль утраты
Что требует горькой расплаты
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За что?
Вот вопрос, который
Висит без ответа
Лишь время листает страницы
Безумия краденой птицы
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Что счастьем зовётся
Вернётся…
Утраты мгновенья придется принять
Этого у тебя не отнять
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Смирись с её болью
Она беспощадна, проси утешения
Сомненья гони от себя.
Верь. Счастье возможно.
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Другое…былого уже не вернуть
С пути этого не свернуть
Дорога одна.
Подняться, встряхнуть и дальше идти
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Быть может подарок тебя ожидает
На этом пустынном пути.
Верь, она твой оставшийся лучик
В потьме этой боли без слов.
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Верь и кричи, не молчи
Тебе будет легче, порою
Не сразу, но будет
Утрата сдаётся, сильнее, смелее
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Ты будешь ярче гореть
Зная о часе больнее
И веря в любовь всё сильнее
Что ты пережил, не упав
Сжигающий жалостью лав
20
Жалеешь себя ты напрасно
Твой плачь никого не спасет
Теперь эта боль унесет
Крики, которые ранят сердца
И вера придёт на уста
И боль эта станет пуста
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Закрутиться новый времени бег
И дальше пойдет человек
Хранилище библиотек
Заполнится новыми строками
Придется принять эту суть.
Былого уже не вернуть

Стихотворение посвящается всем, кто пережил горьки минуты утраты близких родственников, друзей, коллег. Стихотворение написано под впечатлением от смерти мужа коллеги, которая была беременна и вот вот ждала ребенка от него. Порой это не укладывается в простое понимание вещей, зачем и почему так происходит. Почему на долю человека выпадают такие испытания. Ответа нет. Как и нет ответа зачем вообще есть смерть и наш век скоротечен и конечен. Увы. Так же мною наблюдались случаи когда, люди не выносили боли утраты сходили с ума или спивались и умирали в считанные месяцы. Это всё страшное испытание, которое рушит мир человека, делает его циничнее, жестче и приходиться выстраивать новый мир с этим знанием увы это получается не у всех.

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